• My name is Tori.
  • I’m 28.
  • I’m an only child.
  • My hometown has a population of 400.
  • I’m in love with horses.
  • I’m a (struggling) photographer.
  • Music is my life.
  • I love to read.
  • I have four cats and two dogs.
  • I love traveling.
  • I’m a history nerd.
  • I have the most amazing boyfriend.  He’s the man I’m going to marry and I’m so lucky to have him.
  • I have some pretty awesome friends (but none of them know about this blog.)
  • I could play volleyball everyday and never get tired of it.
  • I hate cardio.  And vegetables.  (I’m working on both.)
  • I have two beds in my room.  I love sleep THAT much.

Those are just some basics about me.  Now on to the good stuff.

I’ve been fat all my life.  I became a picky eater at an early age so I pretty much grew up on chicken nuggets and fries, usually from McDonald’s.  By my freshman year of high school, I was pushing 200 pounds.  High school meant two hours of running everyday for volleyball and basketball practice.  I quickly got down to 164 and, at 5’8”, was finally healthy.  Of course, as a teenage girl, I still felt fat.  Once I quit sports my senior year, I started gaining and didn’t stop until my best friend asked me to join Weight Watchers with her in June of ‘09.  At our first weigh-in, the scale said 256.6.  I couldn’t believe it.  I managed to lose 30 pounds but I’ve hit a plateau because of my laziness and love for food.  But I don’t feel healthy anymore, I have a boyfriend with a serious cardiac risk and I want to be healthy when we get married and decide to have children.